possibly but when you look to far in the past all you do is concentrate on what went wrong and how you could have fixed it. and when you look into the future to long you lose sight of the now. as much as humans want to believe they're in control of their lives their really not. because our futures are shaped by the outcome of social interactions ... See Moreand the reactions of these occurences. by allowing things to flow along we let life take its own course. the course that it was meant to take. we are all pre destined for a certain role. and no matter how hard we fight it will come to fruition. all we can do as people is learn to change the severity of said roles. by having this conversation here we allow our selves to change to broaden minds and boundries. once we come to terms with these facts, like we cant change our pasts or our futures, we will reach a higher intellectual plane. me and my sister had an intereting conversation today pertaining to this. when we commit an action you must analyze it first. that how ever is not lookin towards the future we're looking towards the now. case in point your faith . of which you say you have none. you never know if this will change. we could never know. you may become a devout christian but you don't know that. just like i don't know half of what is going to happen to me. i can guess and hypothesize all i want. but it will not change anything. things are set in stone. things will happen because they are meant to happen even if we dont like whats happening. all we have to do is stop being so controling of our own lives and let our lives just happen. that in itself my dear is the true meaning of living life. to just be to just exist. those who try to control are doomed to lose control. its the age old proverb of reaction to every action...

i firmly beleive in the elevation of human thought and evoluton. evolution occurs when a human surpases set guidelines set by genetic make up. i have evolved ( not physically) mentally to a new stage where emotons no longer control or sway my judgement. while not emotionless or cold hearted i can make decisions not clouded by feelings or bias. if a person can analyze situaions actions and make intelligent breakdowns of said things it will allow him/her to make proper decisions for the benifit of themselves.

a good example are people who do mission work. these people have done these great selfless acts because they were meant to . they had already made the mental preparations to help others and to focus on the embetterment of other peoples lives. Not because they chose to mind you but because they were meant to.

another example i dare to say is hitler. the holocaust happened for a reason. The unification of the world towards a common enemy. opression murder and hatred. hitler was merely a tool used to help the world unify itself and become one. and become one it did. under a united front good conquered over evil. as it is supposed to. that is the physics of the world. evil exist to unify good so that good may prosper and triumph. chaos exist so that order may be restored and creat a blance. black exist to counter act the white. its simple once you look at the fundamental structure of the universe. love and hate can be taken under the microscope the same way. they exist as the yin and yang. hate exist to breed discord mistrust and anger, which in the end will be conquered and forced out by love.

i can actually place many of these subject in my own life. i suffered through hate evil and chaos. but each foe was conquered by its counter part. when this happens i feel that i eveolved and gained a deeper understaqnding of my life and how i should cease my feeble attempts to control my life and allow my life to occur as it was meant to. theres is no negative to allowing your klife to continue unimpeded. sure you may not agree with some of the situations that arise but thats exactly what they are SITUATIONS. the more you stare at something the less focused you become you lose sight of crucial key details. thus you throw your life into discord and disarray. we humans love to say we are in control of our futures our lives our destiny when in fact we are so helpless that it is quite the opposite. we control nothing.

case in point the government. these bodies, these entities are nothing but people who have given themselves titles and nothing more..why are they in control? because we allow them to stay in control because some people are not capapble with allowing life to run its course they are incapable of making decisions. in short THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF TRULY LIVING. governments are run by people who are just like everyone else. they have just been gifted with charisma and the ability to decide. our nation is no diffe4rent. if people thought instead of being led this world woyuld have developed differently. but did it? no it followed the course it was mean to. thus we are ruled by others. these peopel were givien their power by words and papers which are nothing significant at all. i had a conversation with a homeless man a very deep conversation abou tthe meaning of life. he told me that the more people struggle the more severe the reaction will be. wars were won not because of the people who chose to fight and the people who died but because they were MEANT to win. they were meant to succeed. history is full of these. THE battles between the north and the south did not happen beause of pure coincidence. life saw it fit that change needed to occur for the evolution of man. one side brought nothing but monotony and stale views. while one side brought a fresh perspectivce and a new out look it brought evolution and change. the north won because in order for man to evolve old views and stagnant ideals needed to be usurped and crushed, they were proving to be detrimental to the progress of man.

i do no claim to all knowing or wise but i consider myself to be a man of intellect and of an an open mind .

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In the beginning, there were cave drawings...Now in modern day we've not gone very far...We've only figured out different ways of putting our mark in the wall..